20080828

FRIENDS

this song is dedicated to all my dear friends, especially those who's having a hard time now sometimes I get pretty upset seeing my friends sad.. it's just that I felt pretty useless when I can't do much to help the situation.. but now, even when I can't do much, I will AT LEAST try to bring back a smile on your face.. cos it's priceless =)

this is "I'll be there for you", friends theme song.. haha my favourite sitcom! abit old though, LOL.


So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your jobs a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year
but..

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

You're still in bed at ten
And work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast
So far... things are goin' great
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
Oh but she didn't tell you when the world has brought
You down to your knees that...

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows
What it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst I'm best with you, yeah
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year...

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...


20080824

berserk

What. The. Hell.



I'm not fine anymore. I'm going berserk. I'm losing my mind. I'm breakin down under all the stress, the pressure is so immense I feel like I'm several thousand feet underwater. Please tell me this is a nightmare and I don't have to submit the thesis next week. Tell me I don't have something called Prelims coming up in 2 weeks time. Tell me I don't have to sit for A'Levels. Tell me I won't fail everything or anything again. Tell me I have time. Tell me nothing matters no more.


I dreamt of her telling me she's disappointed in me. I dreamt of him telling me I'm not good enough to his student. I dreamt of them giving up on me.
I woke up in cold sweat despite the 25 degree celsius.


I'm so afraid that I might not give you what you want in the end.

20080823

nice one micky

This picture cheers me up.. look at what he's trying to step on... xD

20080822

Japan's top 20 most wanted lovers

20. Daigo (Breakerz)
19. Koike Teppei (WaT)
18. Shindo Haruichi (Porno Graffiti)
17. Aiba Masaki (Arashi)
16. Tegoshi Yuya (NEWS & Tegomass)
15. Kamiji Yusuke (Shuchishin)
14. Nishikido Ryo (Kanjani8 & NEWS)
13. Kobuchi Kentaro (Kobukuro)
12. Okano Akahito (Porno Graffitti)
11. Domoto Koichi (Kinki Kids)
10. Sakurai Sho (Arashi)
9. TAKUYA∞ (UVERworld)
8. Jaejoong (Tohoshinki)
7. Matsuda Takahisa (NEWS
& Tegomass)
6. TAKAHIRO (EXILE)
5. Yamashita Tomohisa (NEWS)
4. Matsumoto Jun (Arashi)
3. hyde (L'Arc~en~Ciel)
2. Kamenashi Kazuya (KAT-TUN)
1. Akanishi Jin (KAT-TUN)

Jaejoong is not even Japanese!! And I can't believe Aiba is still on the list despite all those deep shit he's gotten himself into. There'll be a bit of reshuffling if I was to make the list =P I'll keep it Japanese only to make it simple, and Yamapi will easily top the list. hyde is hot but he's too old.. he's 40. Anyway, ALL of them are in some sort of group, and Johnny's Entertainment easily takes up half of them = Large market share and high barriers to entry.

the virus and the shim ramen

flu bug. shim ramen. no link? it does for me..
i was already having some major symptons of a mental breakdown, no no, i mean a flu outbreak such a an itchy throat and runny nose, so i kept drinking those "liang teh" since Monday.. it's been working well, keeping the flu bug tamed..

but last night, I was hungry and my parents were away.. I made myself something I can easily whip out within 10 minutes. Something called instant noodles. Being extremely lazy, I put them in a bowl and poured hot water from the dispenser and treat them as cup noodles. LOL. They are not ordinary noodles. They are my favourites Shim Ramen with 2 packets of chilli powder and generous amount of Kimchi bought from Seoul Market.





=D and this morning I woke up together with a friend called FEVER. TA DA.



**however I highly suspect that Ivy made contributions to the flu bug... please help me smack her.