20090526

catch-up

*Yawns*
This is a rather slack week for me as compared to the previous weeks full of schedules. This month's pay cheque should be okay even with the huge handphone bill bomb... 5 of JUNE, come quick please. GRRR. In the meanwhile, I shall resist temptations from friends and all.

Firstly, Im going to NUS Mechanical Engineering :DD will be mates with Kerina and Yuting I guess ^ ^details not confirmed yet... *yawns*. Im really looking forward. Why M.E.? Cos I don't wanna be a teacher, I want something versatile, I want something that will guarantee pay. :D

Secondly, Im so going to miss RYAN YONG!!!!! I will miss his HOT dance moves in 802 when he's tipsy. Anyway I'm drinking quite often in KLP... Vodka, Chivas, Martell, Tiger... GRR. Shall stop now.

Third on the list is relationship. Roller Coaster is the word to describe, with lots of obstacles infront. Flirting is not advisable in the course of a steady relationship.

20090429

我不配

这感觉 已经不对 
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉你没给
我嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是你忽略 我不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对 
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节我好累
我默背为你掉过几次泪多憔悴
……

20090428

Japan Trip




I am just too lazy to update my blog. It's been a month. Life has been colorful with work, new friends, juicy gossips and events happening all around me. Changed outlet. Gone are the times with murky relationships and wagging tongues. Finally realised that those that are to leave your life at a certain stage will have to go.. and you can do nothing more than to watch their backs as they leave. Afterall, I am the one who disappointed them in the first place... I cannot give what was required of me, even if I did, it would have been wrong. As I look back, they might not have been truthful till the end, but I don't blame them... It's only instinct to cover your blemishes. =)

Received overseas conditionals which I have met their requirements, local as well... but all is still not decided yet. At least there's still a school that accepts my disgraceful results. YBC, vesak, thanks to Amelia I get to know a bunch of crazy fellas and enjoy lovely events. Pity the sun spoilt the beginning of it and made me so peaky, but it's okay, the ending was a great one with Black Forest. After so much listening of how good they are from Amelia, I've finally got to know them for real and get a feel of their power-vocals and music talents. ^ ^

The best thing that happened to me for this month is still my Japan trip. Fianlly stepped onto my desired country... it's just like a dream come true for me... JAPAN! This time is Tokyo, next time will be Osaka, Kyoto, Hokkaido, Okinawa.... ^ ^

妥協

20090327

Girl.

when she gets moody, try to understand her feelings. sometimes she just needs your company.she doesn't need to be showered by gifts, she just needs to be reassured that she is loved.she say she is fat to get you to say that she is slim enough for you.even if it's not true, even if you are lying, tell her she is pretty, at least in your eyes.please try not to tell her how pretty another girl is, more or equivalent.no matter how strong she appears to be, she might just tear when no one is looking.sometimes when she says she is alright, she just isnt.sometimes she just needs a hug.sometimes she just doesn't know what can she offer to you or give up for you anymore or whether you appreciate them.sometimes she doesn't know if she is being unreasonable.she understands that you are busy, but try not to neglect her when she is in an unfamiliar environment, she's just very lost in the background.sometimes she just needs to be coaxed.sometimes she just wants you to look at her and not other girls.she knows you need to talk to them, just hold her hand for 1 sec to tell her its okay.sometimes she will try to say things to make you jealous but she'll never do them.she just wants to know that she still mean something to you.she'll know the end of the story when she's numb.it'll just be the same.