catch-up

*Yawns*
This is a rather slack week for me as compared to the previous weeks full of schedules. This month's pay cheque should be okay even with the huge handphone bill bomb... 5 of JUNE, come quick please. GRRR. In the meanwhile, I shall resist temptations from friends and all.

Firstly, Im going to NUS Mechanical Engineering :DD will be mates with Kerina and Yuting I guess ^ ^details not confirmed yet... *yawns*. Im really looking forward. Why M.E.? Cos I don't wanna be a teacher, I want something versatile, I want something that will guarantee pay. :D

Secondly, Im so going to miss RYAN YONG!!!!! I will miss his HOT dance moves in 802 when he's tipsy. Anyway I'm drinking quite often in KLP... Vodka, Chivas, Martell, Tiger... GRR. Shall stop now.

Third on the list is relationship. Roller Coaster is the word to describe, with lots of obstacles infront. Flirting is not advisable in the course of a steady relationship.

我不配

这感觉　已经不对　
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉你没给
我嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是你忽略　我不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对　
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节我好累
我默背为你掉过几次泪多憔悴
……

Japan Trip

I am just too lazy to update my blog. It's been a month. Life has been colorful with work, new friends, juicy gossips and events happening all around me. Changed outlet. Gone are the times with murky relationships and wagging tongues. Finally realised that those that are to leave your life at a certain stage will have to go.. and you can do nothing more than to watch their backs as they leave. Afterall, I am the one who disappointed them in the first place... I cannot give what was required of me, even if I did, it would have been wrong. As I look back, they might not have been truthful till the end, but I don't blame them... It's only instinct to cover your blemishes. =)

Received overseas conditionals which I have met their requirements, local as well... but all is still not decided yet. At least there's still a school that accepts my disgraceful results. YBC, vesak, thanks to Amelia I get to know a bunch of crazy fellas and enjoy lovely events. Pity the sun spoilt the beginning of it and made me so peaky, but it's okay, the ending was a great one with Black Forest. After so much listening of how good they are from Amelia, I've finally got to know them for real and get a feel of their power-vocals and music talents. ^ ^

The best thing that happened to me for this month is still my Japan trip. Fianlly stepped onto my desired country... it's just like a dream come true for me... JAPAN! This time is Tokyo, next time will be Osaka, Kyoto, Hokkaido, Okinawa.... ^ ^

妥協

Girl.

when she gets moody, try to understand her feelings. sometimes she just needs your company.she doesn't need to be showered by gifts, she just needs to be reassured that she is loved.she say she is fat to get you to say that she is slim enough for you.even if it's not true, even if you are lying, tell her she is pretty, at least in your eyes.please try not to tell her how pretty another girl is, more or equivalent.no matter how strong she appears to be, she might just tear when no one is looking.sometimes when she says she is alright, she just isnt.sometimes she just needs a hug.sometimes she just doesn't know what can she offer to you or give up for you anymore or whether you appreciate them.sometimes she doesn't know if she is being unreasonable.she understands that you are busy, but try not to neglect her when she is in an unfamiliar environment, she's just very lost in the background.sometimes she just needs to be coaxed.sometimes she just wants you to look at her and not other girls.she knows you need to talk to them, just hold her hand for 1 sec to tell her its okay.sometimes she will try to say things to make you jealous but she'll never do them.she just wants to know that she still mean something to you.she'll know the end of the story when she's numb.it'll just be the same.

可以不愛了

我努力要自己避開 和你曾走過的地帶
但是又和不捨拉扯 處在我快樂的界外
我何嘗不是一個人 來決定愛的延長賽
奈何總是勉強對自己 有一個善良的交代
我努力要自己躲開 你給我的傷心地帶
但是又和失去拉扯 得到的全都是意外
到現在還是一個人 吞噬著自己的能耐
到最後我可以不愛了 你卻說捨不得

離開你欲走還留的眼睛
我要我忍住在一次抱你
躲開你轉身以後的消息
這一次我可以

Aldrich's 19th Birthday

Spent 22 March with Aldrich to celebrate his birthday ^ ^
Vivo, National Geographic, Ben&Jerrys, PageOne, Hello Kitty, Sentosa, Fried Rice with Green Chilli, Sunset, Cable Car.
The above is the summary of our sweet day.
Shall let the pictures do the talking.

National Geographic




My new read from Page One : Grotesque



Sunset at Sentosa ^ ^






Thanks for being such a great friend, PIG! :DD
stop smoking, stop chewing straws, sleep early and be careful in bar!

=)

Working.

This week is really packed, my part-time schedule stretches from thurs-sat, plus SOP training mon-wed... GRRR. Thank goodness life is slack at KLP, but time passes slowly during weekdays too, without prankers around. My sole entertainment is watch live wrestling brought by Alan and Janelle. Sang after work yesterday and I realised that most of the staff CAN SING WELL, especially the guys. Maybe my ears are used to awful singing, jk. Sian, didn't manage to meet up with clique people thanks to SOP.. GRRR, my consolation comes from meeting Jason on bus 12, LOL. At least I saw someone... =D. I wanna go CS concert, but dunno is anyone is going.. Im done with all my applications, be it universities or scholarships, but there's one thing I'm still waiting for it to happen, that is for Imperial College to officially reject me. My results are fairly okay, but it's nearly impossible for me to get into ICL, I just wanna see all five application status filled up, so please reject me fast. LOL. All I'm praying now is to get a scholarship and I can go to Kings. OH Please.

Life is not complete without more kitties.
MAC Kitty Eye Shadow!!! ^ ^It's an item 86 now!!


Panda Kitty~

Sanrio Jewelberry Kitty Bracelet!!! OMG ^ ^

and more Kitty folders~


lalala~ ^ ^

More Kitties

My new collections.

<3

Beyondness of Singing

I've just realised while browsing through the photos... 80% of our outings are all related to singing.. be it Teoheng or KBox, haha. And this time, Aimee, Ailyn and I are tiring ourselves out with those extreme songs while Ivy is working outside :DD
Let the pictures do the talking...
(Waiting for Ailyn to upload the rest)

Sorry for the spam of photos (of myself), just realised it's gonna be months before I can put on purple contacts again, it's gonna be two months of blue, two months of brown coming up... Camwhoring is the best thing to do while others are singing... =DD



My must-sing songs:
美丽本女人 By Coco
爱你爱到 By Coco
分手第七天 By 黄湘怡
傻瓜 By 温岚
爱回温 By 温岚
本来 By 同恩
最熟悉的陌生人 By 萧亚轩
柠檬草的味道 By 蔡依林
月牙湾 By FIR
Belief By SHE


Ailyn is the winner of us all... simply because she never gets TIRED, and I mean NEVER! LOL. She's the female version of Fang Da Tong!!!

Amelia is another monster who attacks all the greasy oily food and can still sing like an angel. Her vocal range is 0.o

Check out the murderous looks of the LADY MAFIAs!!
Aimee has got the "Lao Da" feel in this one... (*hint hint*)


Me and aimee after thousands of failed miserable cases of bigs faces and shaky hands.


MY LAOPOS!!!


missing IVY.

Shot the Crazy People.

Ouch. Hate the Flash.

Shakey shakey.


Happy People.


Hope that we can always have this sort of meetings, drinking starbucks, staring blank, singing our hearts and souls out, screaming our lungs out, jumping on couches, talking about everything under the sun... =)

HELLO... KITTY! =)

It's been a long long time since I've blogged, and there's so many things to say about: CNY, work, Valentines, release of A Level Results, Vincent's chalet, Daddy's birthday...

and... I shall not EMO anymore! I don't want to become like Petr...'
Always look on the bright side of life:)
Keep things simple~

the long awaited... Release of results!!!



I definitely did not achieve straight As but I'm quite satisfied with mine already, I passed all~ and I did my best, no regrets. Although my results did not meet two of the four conditional offers I got from the UK universities, but it's okay, I can still make it to King's College :) I really need to thank Mr Poon, Kekyz and Yiwei the maths god for pulling my maths grade from the disgusting D in prelims to an A now. There's so many people there for me at that crucial point of time and I can never do enough to thank them. This is not the best results, but the point is to learn to make the full use of it now. Wipe your tears and pull yourself up UP UP!!:D
it's the end of our A levels journey, but it's definitely not the end!!!

Some CNY pictures hidden somewhere in my camera Xiao Bai.
Picture of my humble house during CNY which I think is quite nice :)

My brother wearing the shirt I got for him from Nanjing during Reunion Dinner :DD

Smiling at the sight of food :DD


These few days are packed with designing and drawing for YBC, and I get enough of Amelia these few days =) so happy, wasnt able to catch much of her when I was working at KBox. Went to check out the campsite Ferry Point Chalet No.7, it was okay until they start to spam ghost stories and eerie experiences during lunch.
P.s. Fish&Co Express is really not bad at all. The Fish and Chips is worth the bucks.
Believe YBC is gonna be busy from now till June =)
Meanwhile, I'm working part time at Kallang Leisure Park under a slacker and lamer captain with Terence. :DD I need to earn more money to spend in Japan. (Hello Kitty here I come!!)

Speaking of Hello Kitty, here's my updated picture of my desk display and display window :DD





My new buys =) Love the keychain holder and lipgloss~ I wanted to get the MAC Hello Kitty porducts with Kailing... but they're SOLD OUT! T.T

My another Xiao Bai, iPod classic (that's where most of my first pay cheque went to) and the pink condom keychain given by Amelia =))

The pig keychain my dear laopo Amelia made herself=))) so touched, love you to death!

MADE BY AMELIA!!! :DDD


Lastly, Birthday cake for my dad =)

Things that I've never gotten the chance to post

Or rather, too lazy to upload and post, hence the delay.
Mmm, rather busy recently and will continue to enjoy my hectic life even more in the upcoming February cos life is ever gonna be more interesting with work that is less broing and more tiring, dance at SMU and doing more advanced stuff and also more of YBC =)

Here are some updates about my life.
I'm gonna change my job soon, which is a good thing for me, and this also means that I have lesser time to go out, but when it comes to important stuff, there is still something called LEAVE which I can apply. I will miss my old workplace with those colleagues who treats me like a younger sis and really taught me a lot, and Elaine my lunch buddy (not Desiree, HAHA).
My nights are gonna be even more action-packed now, and having to see Joe more often, it's gonna be funny to niao him more. Thanks to him, everybody thinks I'm some BBoy maniac. I was a complete HipHop craze, until I got in touch with Jazz, it's the real thing man. I LOVE JAZZ.
Sad thing is my life is gonna be filled with Ivy from now on, LOL.
Lastly, BIG THANK YOU to Amelia who introduced me to a group of really fun and friendly people. But I have to say the transition in their attitudes towards me from the first day to the third day we meet is HUGE, especially the "shy" Dean and his "我need". Damn, I never got over the instant noodles part, and the Cai Tao Kuay. LOL. And I really feel that I'm an integrated part of Amelia's family, HEEHEE, and KT too, who MAY eventually become a real part. YOU NEVER KNOW. MUAHAHAHA. oops, there's still Ivy out there.

All right, Pics in December, shan't blabber so much, these are from our K-Box sessions, and also my lovely Christmas night.


Please pardon my very round face.









Wenjian Solo


Wenjian vs Yanwen