我不配

这感觉　已经不对　
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉你没给
我嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是你忽略　我不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对　
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节我好累
我默背为你掉过几次泪多憔悴
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Japan Trip

I am just too lazy to update my blog. It's been a month. Life has been colorful with work, new friends, juicy gossips and events happening all around me. Changed outlet. Gone are the times with murky relationships and wagging tongues. Finally realised that those that are to leave your life at a certain stage will have to go.. and you can do nothing more than to watch their backs as they leave. Afterall, I am the one who disappointed them in the first place... I cannot give what was required of me, even if I did, it would have been wrong. As I look back, they might not have been truthful till the end, but I don't blame them... It's only instinct to cover your blemishes. =)

Received overseas conditionals which I have met their requirements, local as well... but all is still not decided yet. At least there's still a school that accepts my disgraceful results. YBC, vesak, thanks to Amelia I get to know a bunch of crazy fellas and enjoy lovely events. Pity the sun spoilt the beginning of it and made me so peaky, but it's okay, the ending was a great one with Black Forest. After so much listening of how good they are from Amelia, I've finally got to know them for real and get a feel of their power-vocals and music talents. ^ ^

The best thing that happened to me for this month is still my Japan trip. Fianlly stepped onto my desired country... it's just like a dream come true for me... JAPAN! This time is Tokyo, next time will be Osaka, Kyoto, Hokkaido, Okinawa.... ^ ^

妥協