20080730

hope and aspirations

when I heard that i was randomly picked for the dialogue session, i was grumbling away as usual when i get picked for this kinda activities such as NE quiz, but today, after the dialogue session with Dr. Vivian Balakrishnan Minister of MCYS, i'm really glad that i was one of the lucky sixty seated in the LT. The whole session was a far cry from the boring monologue i presumed it will be, it turned out to be a sharing of personal experiences, real social issues close to our hearts and a successful attempt to awake the our passion asleep in the comfortable lives we lead.

Maybe we need to know about the plights of those who are unfortunate, in our country or across the continent, to remind us of how priviledged we are. Maybe it's through interaction, maybe we need to go through some of the hardships ourselves to better appreciate what we have now.. For me, I read the papers everyday, and everyday, I read about people suffering all over the world, be it natural disasters, food shortages, bombings.. I sympathize with them and eventually came to a point where I concluded that no matter how upset I am about current situations, there's nothing much that I can do to change them..

when i know about the existence of those kids in Calcutta(no, there's more than taxi drivers) brothels, and how they still see the glimmer of hope no matter how diffcult is their living condition.. who am I to say the word "give up"? hope is really the beginning isnt it.. ideals form the world together with realism. and my takeaway from the session.. is that a small difference made each day will eventually come across as a true social change.. a way to really change the world =)

you don't have to donate million or dedicate your whole life to research on energy sources.. a simple involvement like Project Can and reach out to the community directly. (screw flagdays) I don't know about others, but I really enjoy doing CIP like Project Can, cos I know that for every can of food i collect, it goes to a needy. (as for flagdays.. who knows where the money goes to.. ). I shall end off this post with a quote from Jinghui, "you and I, a better future". LOL.

me sorting out the cans =)

20080726

im a psycho. (mini reflection)

ahhhh, HCI is damn far. stupid psychometric test made us travel all the way to HCI just to take the test. woke up 6 plus in the morning to travel all the way to bukit timah, and there's the eleven of us wearing dunman uniform easily being out-numbered by those in hwachong uniform =.= maybe that's why it's conducted in HCI. I like the patterns test, it was quite fun, but the next two was super "rush-hour", haha, true? false? can't tell? =.= i'm like totally hopeless.. I wanna get back my analysis for the personality test!! haha, pretty interesting but a bit too long for my liking.. 185 questions.. and yunyin was suppaaaa slow, haha, she's so cute ending up sitting alone in the hall shading the little bubbles LOL. as for the refreshments in between.. normal dunman high girls won't feel full after eating the sandwich.. and we went to get another one, HAHA.

anyway, while doing the psycho-test, i really pondered on many different things.. like.. im seriously impatient and will get easily frustrated with self-centered, blunt and insensitive people, i don't like to be judged, i can accept constructive comments but not personal attacks.. but sadly i've become more and more critical of others without myself knowing it.. sometimes hurting loved ones around me.. but it's also through many ups and downs in my life that i've learnt to treasure the thing called friendship and find the people around me who sincerely cared for me and will always be there for me.. ivy is the one that know all my darkest secrets, keep them, and not desert me for my ugly personality.. amelia is the one who treated my like a family member and push my back inside the safety line.. and yokesan is the one who taught me how a friend can sacrifice for and tolerate each other.. and most of all, i learnt that being friends, you take and you give back. take a moment, and think of who is closest and who treats you best, and reflect on how you treat them back..what they have done for you over the years, the sweet memories, and did you give back the equal amount of love and care you ought to show?

okok, don't sidetrack..after the test, we walked to ISLAND CREAMERY!! we meaning shiling, hazel, serene, hexun and ME!! haha, i got a double scoop of burnt caramel and latte.. didn't dare try all the odd flavours but they turned out to be super nice!! poor hazel got cheated for her MUD PIE, it's just 3 layers of ice cream inside - choc, cookies n cream and caramel. I like the atmosphere of the shop! it's a perfect place for an afternoon chill-out, condition: you must havee the time and money. haha. hexun left the company for his high-tea cos he got voucher =.= and we went to some MAD JACK place for lunch! haha, the food there is cheap and good, we got fish n chips for only 7.90 and it's pretty good, set lunch is only eleven bucks! the atmosphere is good too, considering such a weird combi like us can sit and talk till four plus, haha. we are so determined to get the most out of our 5 percent service charge, LOL. me and serene decided to take a risk and try taking bus back.. OMG, don't even try that, we spend 45 minutes of bus 74 which literally TOURS the whole of HOUGANG, if you wanna know what hougang looks like, i strongly recommend bus 74. next we took bus 89 from hougang interchanege and spent another 40 minutes.. my butt HURTS. thank goodness my mp3 lasted me for the whole trip even though the battery bar is blank. must be because my mp3 loves dongbang songs too, haha. =)

some dorky pictures.. xiah is soooo cute! haha


omg.. rare jaejoong

haha, i like this pic, micky looks SPASTIC!!

20080724

Eeteukie!! fighting!!

"Lee Teuk wrote on his minihompy on 19th July regarding the culture and audience of their performance.

“You people who pick at this and that of idol culture and fandom should go think about it yourself. You can’t even see your own self, and you are even picking at other’s fingernails. Go look in the mirror. I really hate this.”

This raised the attention of many netizens to Lee Teuk’s post and had also left many unpleased about his words.

Fans had turned up at Seoul’s “Cass Tok Music Festival” on 18th July. Super Junior was the last performer for the concert. And when Lee Teuk left the stage, the fans were making quite a scene in the audience. A problem was also raised that part of the audience had left the performance during the performance intervals. In addition, the recent incident of the silence event at So Nyeo Shi Dae’s performance had point to a problematic performance culture of South Koreans.

Meanwhile, many had left encouragement messages on the guestbook on Lee Teuk’s minihompy like “Why be worried when you are happy? Just let go off whatever’s on your mind and smile”, “Lee Teuk oppa, don’t lose heart” etc.

There were also messages that goes, “Even though we did wrong during the silence event at So Nyeo Shi Dae’s performance, we did not leave the performance hall but just did not respond to the performance” and “It is not the correct conduct to leave the performance hall during the performance intervals”.

his page also expresses:
I am not as strong as I thought I was..
Even if I work hard at pretending to smile..
Even if I try to muster the strength..
But recently, I’m always just like a fool..
Pretending to be strong..
Who’s going to give me a helping hand..."



really speechless at how they treated Suju.. nevermind, they top the charts in Thailand and Taiwan recently =)Hope teuk will be happy too..

On a happier note.. i shall post some things that i like.. haha, a few cute pictures i found recently makes me happy..
of course.. JUNSU!! he's sooooo cute.. he must have spotted me to give this kind of expression, haha.

super juniors.. wearing the NUMBER 27!!!!!!
haha.. must be for me as well.. LOL


this one is really cool... jaejoong, yunho, youngwoong(kangin) and heechul back in the training days.. aka. four seasons.. LOL.

pretty taemin..

taemin, the cute mushroom head in shinee..

but after crossdressing on a show with fellow members..

OMG.. he actually looks prettier than some of the GIRLS!! haha, there seemed to be a trend of a pretty one in almost all the boy band.. jaejoong, heechul.. and now taemin 0.0
erm.. note to key.. please don't try this again >.<
however.. many netizens commented that key looked like.. taeyeon from snsd!! HAHA. i'd prefer junsu to like key then..
another little close-up on taemin, the PRETTAYE..
he looks like a GIRL!!


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

20080723

rising changmin, the video boy

this is suppaaaa funny.. i went crazy after finishing superposition and i found this!!
fan-subbed RISING SUN. warning, ur lungs might explode from severee laughing..
dedicated to ivy and changmin. LOL.

20080722

junsu accident

http://dbsk.multiply.com/journal/item/356/Junsu_involved_in_a_car_accident
"20th july 2008 afternoon , junsu accident - when he drive to SM office.

To refer to korean fans there, it had been proved that the news is true . They say junsu walk in to SM after the accident with his leg injured..

21st july 2008, with the earlier schedule the boys are supposed to go to Japan. So, they might follow the schedule as well.

please do not add any serious things in this news, junsu is ok right now, and pray hard for him to recover as fast as possible.(they said that the car is kind of broken..)"

the roads in korea must be seriously unsafe.. so many car accidents.. the one that shocked me most was the one that kyuhyun was so badly injured it took him months to get discharged from the hospital.. ahhh.. takkaire junsu!! pray hard..

NO.1

all the historical moments..






Tohoshinki Breaks Record: No. 1 on Oricon Weekly!!!!!

"The five member idol group Tohoshinki's third single- Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattandarou- sold 68,000 copies in its first week. This is Tohoshinki's third consecutive #1 single on the weekly charts, making them the first group to achieve this."
http://www.oricon.co.jp/news/rankmusic/56557/
Translated by: mkalis12

Yo! U-Know Let's try some noisy beat...


KBS 60th... PURPLE LINE!!


some airport photos..
what's wroonngggg with you, micky???
ahhh.. your hair... ahh.. your pants...

and when your hair is nice.. don't cover it up when you can show it off changmin~


...erm...


u-know.. noonas are gonna end up in hospital for this.. that shirt of yours.. are you trying to kill us all??!! the ultimate hotness... HAHA.. hey bestie aimee.. don't FLOOD your room!!

20080719

week holiday - xiah =)

ivy, u wanna know what is biased? haha
xiah, junsu, xiah, junsu... and more of him =)


















and some CF shots..


happy birthday part 2

haha, the happy jinghui and his dear dandanz
looking real good..




yiwei the money-minded kid, HAHA. look at his face, tsktsk..


Beautiful JINGWEN


threesome, haha


HAPPY JINGHUI!!





group photo =)