vexed

so much of the effort and determination to stay civilised, but when you are at the top of your anger or feeling super frustrated, you can't help but let your true feelings escape from your mouth and form in into words. which i did twice in this evening in the form of the F-word.

how can people be that insensitive to others' feelings? just how blunt and thick can you get? can't you tell that it's not funny anymore but the comment itself is seriously insulting? sometimes maybe the sincerity is more important that physical presence. maybe we should stop harping on things in stone age or doesn't even cause a scratch on you.you are not a bit remorseful or you don't even feel bad or guilty at all. i don't think you changed much. i'm so not used to dining at a place where people are constantly looking over at us with looks of disgust or when the waiters can't wait to get us on our feet.

i'm sure you know, the feeling is mutual.