CTs 08

well well well, you reap what you sow. guess that part's pretty true for me already, after slackin for one and a half years, and flopping CTs, i need to wakeeeee up. guess i did a teeeeny weeeny bit better than what i've expected, haha, output > input. wow. i managed to squeeze out pathetic Cs and Bs for subjects which i didn't touch at all, or was scrambling to read up on the night before the actual test. geez, but nothing less than A is certainly not enough for my engineering course! physics + maths, JIAYOU!! oh yah, GP too. LOL.



Fall back
Take a look at me
And you'll see I'm for real
I feel what only I can feel
And if that don't appeal to you
Let me know
And I'll go
'Cuz I flow
Better when my colors show
And that's the way it has to be
Honestly
'Cuz creativity could never bloom
In my room
I'd throw it all away before I lie
So don't call me with a compromise
Hang up the phone
I've got a backbone stronger than yours
If you're trying to turn me into someone else
Its easy to see I'm not down with that
I'm not nobody's fool
If you're trying to turn me into something else
I've seen enough and I'm over that
I'm not nobody's fool
If you wanna bring me down
Go ahead and try
Go ahead and try
You don't know
You think you know me like yourself
But I fear
That you're only telling me what I wanna hear
But do you give a damn
Understand
That I can't not be what I am
I'm not the milk and cheerios in your spoon
Its not a simple hearing but not so soon
I might've fallen for that when I was fourteen
In a little more dream
But its amazing what a couple can mean
Go ahead and try
Try and look me in the eye
But you'll never see inside
Until you realize, realize
Things are trying to settle down
Just try to figure out
Exactly what I'm about
If its with or without you
I don't need you doubting me
Would you be laughing out loud
If I played to my own crowd
Try