I'm not fine anymore. I'm going berserk. I'm losing my mind. I'm breakin down under all the stress, the pressure is so immense I feel like I'm several thousand feet underwater. Please tell me this is a nightmare and I don't have to submit the thesis next week. Tell me I don't have something called Prelims coming up in 2 weeks time. Tell me I don't have to sit for A'Levels. Tell me I won't fail everything or anything again. Tell me I have time. Tell me nothing matters no more.
I dreamt of her telling me she's disappointed in me. I dreamt of him telling me I'm not good enough to his student. I dreamt of them giving up on me.
I woke up in cold sweat despite the 25 degree celsius.
I'm so afraid that I might not give you what you want in the end.
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